Part 2

Part 2

Quinn was on the waiting list for an MRI but the waiting list was 6 months, after me begging and pleading with the Dr's we were able to get the MRI moved to Tues this coming week.  They are also now going to do a spinal tap and take some fluid to run some tests on. Now everyone keeps asking me why this test.... honestly I don't want to know. I am just trusting what the Dr thinks is best right now because I don't want to know what they THINK they are looking for is. When and if we get to that bridge we will cross that bridge then... I have enough on my crazy brain as it is without stressing about what could it possibly be they are looking for or might find. So the MRI is at 1:30pm , we are praying the sedation goes well and the recovery goes well also. On Thursday Quinn meets with an allergist ( which I requested because I would like to make sure there is nothing he is allergic too that could possibly be causing these seizures) his appointment is in the morning.
My girls come back today !!! It has been 2 weeks since they left ... find it hard to believe it has been 2 weeks already. The only way I can describe it to people is that it feels like we are living in a twilight zone... I know my girls exist but at the same time it feels *normal* to not have them here. My baby sister is bringing them back from AB... FINGERS crossed she doesn't get lost ;) Then she is going to stay for a little bit to help out with the girls which will be great since Quinn takes all my time.
Last night was a tough night to fall asleep... between my awful restless legs ( and I was too lazy to get out of bed to get something to help with that haha) and my mind just going on about Quinn's health I had a hard time getting to sleep. Mind control is sooo hard to do ..its like a have a little annoying man on my one shoulder saying and tell me the worst about Quinn and his health and then on the other shoulder a little happy man saying everything will be ok, don't worry and trust. Well little happy man on my shoulder that is WAY harder then it sounds to not worry and trust that Quinn will be healthy someday and not die... Yes DIE has been coming in my head lately... its the bad man on my other shoulder trying to get to me and making me think about Quinn dying. Any who I managed to shut these crazy little men off and finally get some sleep. The mind is a crazy and weird thing !