So thankful for the great ladies that have been making meals for us. It helps out sooooo much and I really appreciate it.
At first this was a really hard thing for me to agree to accept ( help in the form of meals), because I am one of these people that doesn't like to ask for help because I feel I should be able to take care of my family. I still feel guilty about accepting meals but I am very thankful for them and trying to get over my guilty feelings and my feelings of me thinking I can do everything.
I must say I really have learned who are kind and thoughtful people that I know in all of this... I know who actually cares about my family and me. So thank you to everyone who is making me meals and for the people that have been sending me messages and emails. I appreciate it all :)
I have been thinking of this hospital stay that is 18 sleeps away... That is going to be a long week. I am required to provide my own food for me and once again pay for parking for the whole week. I am feeling so bad for poor Quinn.... I am going to go buy him an ice cream cake before this all and we can mourn the loss of him eating normal yummy food as we hork on an ice cream cake. This boy loves loves cakes, baking, this is going to be so hard on the poor little man.
We also had a scare today..... Our Dr's assistant who is a nurse called and said oh well we don't think week in May for him to come into the hospital is going to work bc the Dr isn't on call because he needs to study for his exam coming up. Boo flippidy doo... urgh I was ready to roar.... She said we would need to wait until later in June. I told her of all the plans for the girls to have someone to watch them and also mentioned how we need this done now. She said she would talk to the Dr and call me back... she called back and with good news... we are still a go. But talk about making me go from one extreme to the next... I feel we are always on a roller coaster... Soon as a plan is in place something seems to happen to try and screw that plan up !
Now to clear the air on the other things going on in our lives right now I couldn't talk about ;) I can now talk about it since my spouse said I could haha... the *other * issues going on are his job. They are being VERY unreasonable with him since this all happened with Quinn. Kevin took a week of bereavement leave when we were in the hospital at the beginning of this when we had no clue what was going on and when Quinn was blue and almost died. His work is now saying that what happened to us isn't a good enough excuse for using that time. They are treating him completely unfair right now and making unfair demands of him. He isn't even able to get a day off to go to my brothers wedding with us even though he has vacation to use. His inspector who is a royal meat head ( nice words bc I'm keeping this post G in rating) said he can't use his vacation because of the fact he has a staff meeting in Winnipeg the following week. WHICH he would be back for anyways.... I want to call this meat head of an inspector and give him a piece of my mind... I HATE this man with a passion yes I know hate is a strong word but he is causing us so much extra stress and grief right now. Also the week that Quinn is in the hospital they are sending Kevin to Winnipeg for that meeting and then to boot he has to working a stupid trade show on the weekend handing out flippin flyers !!!!! Grrrrr.... Just so much extra stress going on right now. So note to people out there....CN is a pain in the bottom.
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